My Life

With this post I declare that I became a NEET!! LoL (what's there to be proud with became a NEET??)

 I'm just lazying all day at home! Even my parent already dissapointed and doesn't know what they must do so I can be a little motivated. Well now my days just for sleep, eat, bath, reading novel or manga, watch anime or drama, then sleep again. Sometimes just messaging with some of my friend but doesn't want to meet them. Always give them a thousand reason how I don't want to go out.

At least I must be a fortunate person and must give my thanks to God that give me a great parent! They doesn't abandoned me or angry and hurt me. They just say they dissapointed with me and still good to me. Still give me their great love for the lazy me. And they don't demand anything from me. I'm sad that my parent had a daughter like me.

I know that I make them dissapointed. But that still don't make me had a little motivated to change my life. My friend and siblings also tried to make me change but I cannot. I don't know what's wrong with me. Before I still had a motivation to work or be a merchant and selling from home. But now I just don't want to do anything.

And you know what's more ridiculous from me? I'm a psychology college student!

A psychology person that studying about a habit and a reason about people life. I know many theory and method to change a habit or a thought of a person but I can't do it for myself!!! I can give many consultation or conseling for my friend but I can't do it for myself.

 I know that people had a different perspective and that's what make me stubborn and indifferent with people around me. It's just like I'm observing all people around me but can't observing myself. I don't look myself in the mirror. But what's good from me? Because I don't care about people around me, I don't judge them. I don't criticize them and I hope the same from them. I don't want them to criticize my life even thought I know that I need it from them.

Well whatever people around me say, I just a lazy person that don't want to think about anything. I'm just really happy at least there's still people around me that love me and accept me, even though they disappointed with me that don't have a motivation to do anything.

This is my lazy life and I don't know if in the future something will change my life!!

SERVANT X SERVICE



Anime dengan genre romance comedy ini tentang kehidupan para pekerja di dinas sosial. Ada yang santai tapi jenius, ada yang punya nama panjang banget sampai di ID Card harus disingkat, ada yang mudah pemalu, ada yang otaku, bahkan ada boneka yang bicara dan bergerak yang jadi bosnya. (Aduh, ckckck, ini kantor macam apa sih?) 
Jadi buat yang suka romance comedy, anime yang satu ini bisa menjadi pilihan. Dan tentu saja aku suka dengan lirik lagu openingnya. lucu dan bisa bikin semangat buat menjalani hari... 

Kalian bisa mendownload ost Servant X Service di anime-mp3.com 
Lalu ini dia liriknya op-nya.



MAY I HELP YOU?
(Op Servant X Service)

nanka komatchatte nnara werukamu

hekotare tarinai no? mou manzoku. 
bunan ga ichiban desu ou... maemuki 
domodomo iie kore wa porishii no hanchuu

chuukurai no osewa sekennami 
sechigarai no ya desho a, so yu koto? 
furisode furiatte tanoshiku ikoo yo

yuukouteki na kenkai de oomune happii deizu 
kuukyoku maipeesu tte 
saratto iratto fuwatto shiretto 
tsumannai shi

dakara motto waratta kao miseatte 
kekka tsurarechatte daiseikai desu 
kitto kore kurai ga kimochi ii 
nanka komatchatte nnara werukamu

ageage nara douzo, suruu shite 
jimi jimi demo wake wa kikanai sa 
kosei no ryouiki wa derikeeto na nde

heikinchi ni okeru risoukyou 
ka mo naku fuka mo naku ma, soo yuu mon 
demo demo igokochi wa wari to ii desho?

kenzen na kondishon ga 
umidasu happi deizu 
kandou wa sokokashiko ni 
kiritto horotto heratto korotto 
isogashii ne

dakara motto waratta kao misechaeba? 
kekka tsurarechatte banbanzai desu 
chotto uzai kurai ga choudo ii 
donna kimi datte kimi ofu koosu

enryoshii to ka mizukusai 
otagaisama shichao shichao 
zuuzuushime de hogaraka ni kyou mo 
ii koto arimasu you ni ne!

dakara motto ironna kao misechaeba? 
kekka tsurarechatte sanzan desu ga 
betsu ni sonna koto ki ni shinai 
donna kimi datte kimi, desho

dakara motto waratta kao miseatte 
kekka tsurarechatte daiseikai desu 
kitto kore kurai ga kimochi ii 
nanka komatchatte nnara oide 


[Translation]

If you have questions about something, welcome!

Are you losing heart or feel this is insufficient? I'm satisfied 
Safety is our top priority, be positive! 
"Thank you, thank you!" Oh, no, this is just part of my policy

This medium-level of assistance is natural for me 
This life is hard for you, you say? 
Swing around in your Furisode and go have some fun!

With friendly points-of-view, these are mostly happy days 
Go at your own, extreme pace 
Going on smoothly, slowly, easily, nonchalantly 
Is boring

So, laugh for me more 
As as result, you'll attract people spot on 
Surely that will make you feel good 
If you have questions about something, welcome!

If you're in high spirits, go ahead, go on through 
I may be plain, but I won't ask why 
I'm delicate in regards to my personality

This is a utopia for the average 
Neither good nor bad, they say 
But it's fairly comfortable, don't you think?

A healthy condition 
Brings about happy days 
Deep emotions are here, there and everywhere 
I'm neatly, heart-breakingly, frivolously, frustratingly 
Busy

So, what if you laugh for me more? 
As as result, you'll live to a ripe old age 
Just like that, so much it's a little annoying 
No matter what kind of you you are, you are you, of course!

Acting indifferent makes you seem cold 
So let's help each other out! 
With audacity and cheerfulness 
May good things happen again today!

So, what if you show many different expressions? 
As as result, terrible things will happen 
But that's really nothing to worry about 
No matter what kind of you you are, you are you, you know

So, laugh for me more 
As as result, you'll attract people spot on 
Surely that will make you feel good 
If you have questions about something, come in!


TSUYOGARI (Yonezou Nekota)






This manga consists of oneshots that are loosely connected with each other.

Ch. 1 and 3 focus on the new relationship between Shiba, a high-school student, and his teacher Onosaka. Sensei has an inferiority complex 'cause Shiba likes large-breasted girls.

Ch. 2 and 4 are about Inuo (a friend of Shiba's, who's quite the player with girls) and Natsuda, a boy with whom he finds himself in a love hotel the morning after a wild party. Inuo would just like to forget everything because he's definitely not gay, but Natsuda wants to be his friend so badly that he can't turn him down. Natsuda turns out to be a cheerful and engaging companion, and Inuo starts to spend more and more time with him, going to movies and hanging out. 

Ch. 5 introduces Shiba's brother Keisuke and his friend Aki. Aki wants to do more than kiss, but Keisuke only went along with the kissing because it was Aki who asked him. So now that summer break has arrived he avoids Aki. But when Aki stops calling and avoids him in turn, he's not happy at all.

Chapter 6 is an unconnected oneshot called Yasashii Kuchibiru (Gentle Lips). Yuki and Kaneda are childhood friends, neighbours, and more, but Yuki never seems to have time for Kaneda.